YGA: What are the feelings you have about being in the closet?
PETER: I am sooooo frustrated about being partially in the closet in college! I thought this was the time to celebrate it, but I have chosen one of the most conservative states in the country to go to college and one of the most closeted industries. Being U of North Dakota and majoring in Commercial aviation!
YGA: Do you feel like you are living a lie?
PETER: I know I am not living a lie, I just avoid certain subjects but dont lie to someone asking about a grilfriend. I am getting really good at it, or just telling people who I trust!
YGA: What are you afraid of most?
PETER: My roommate and the industry, I feel as if he already knows. HE has been really mean and distant ever since we got back from winter vacation. Also going into being a commercial pilot its hard for me to admit it to everyone! IF I do they say i could lose out on a job later in life!
YGA: What do you wish for more than anything else?
PETER: For everyone to accept it and understand this is not what I chose for myself, its what was chosen for me. I also wish that the aviation industry would realize that there are already gay pilots .. they are just turning their head on the subject.
YGA: Do you have anyone you can talk to about coming out?
PETER: I have more and more people everyday! I try really hard to keep it in, but eventually when a girl asks me out, I have to tell her!
YGA: What do you think coming out of the closet will bring you?
PETER: People say more respect. But for me I am not sure, here at the U I am the most powerful freshman here, who just got elected to Student Senate as a freshman and on 6 committees within the university. As I get more involved people say i would win as president. But I am pretty sure my sexuality would come out and then i might not win because of that :(!
YGA: How has the internet helped you find out about yourself and start the process of coming out?
PETER: Internet has helped alot! I have met sooooooo many guys who go here who are gay but, like me afraid! Its sad but true! IT makes me think that maybe there is hope here for gay people!
YGA: What other resources if any have you used? I.E. books, counseling, pamphlets, help lines, TV shows, porn etc etc
PETER: I have The XY Survival Guide, which I have found to be helpful. And Just hearing from other gay people I have become a counselor to some younger gay guys. I love helping people and I hope i can keep doing that to make them feel at ease. One of them even calls me his “hero”
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